vineri, 8 ianuarie 2010

the peculiar sensation that a big blue guy wants to kiss ur ass

8 jan, morning. cat sexually charged. begs for smth no human race could give her.

avtar 3d last night. i don't know if it has any connection but after that i dreamt that i was supposed to have a drink wth Marilyn Manson. maybe i wanted some other effects than the jolly medusas. what pisses me off bout movies like avatar is that they cultivate this escapism, this phantasy that if you were bigger and blue-er your life would be so much interesting riding those flying creatures and gettin in touch with the sacred spirit of the forest. all beautiful, but if after watching the movie you leave thinking oh my life here on earth is so not interesting, and my human body is so not interesting, i wish i lived on pandora- i think this does you harm. of course you could take good things out of it, james cameron was aware of the eco trend and of the anti-colonialist trend as well. but with a budget of $200 million dollars and even more for marketing, i think there were far more interesting things to be done here on earth. and look- i just google pandora and the first article i find says- "The scenes were so startling and absorbing that the following morning, I had the peculiar sensation of wanting to return there, as if Pandora were real.".

so i didn't fall under the spell, didn't dream of pandora but of marilyn manson. lucky me.

"Hate today

No love for tomorrow

We're all stars now in the dope show

There's lots of pretty, pretty ones

Who want to get you high

But all the pretty, pretty ones

Will leave you low

And blow your mind"
(marilyn manson- dope show)

sâmbătă, 2 ianuarie 2010


few days ago a neighbor of mine tells me that he went to london for winter holidays with his family. did you like london? i ask. "what can i say, miss... we are the last people on the face of the earth". this is one brilliant example of the romanian self-hate and self-pity at the same time. you see a city you like and you immediately think you are the last people on the face of the earth.